Monty’s Very Short Shorts – #Child

#Child
Natasha Yentrouc @Threads

#Child

Trigger Warning (self-harm)!

In sadness,
And madness,
A child of no more than two times three,
I gripped my throat as tight as I could,
Seeking my last breath,
All I wanted was ______,
But I couldn’t hold on,
I caught my breath and cried out in despair
At the sudden rush of air,
The pain of failure too much to bare!

I share this now because it’s what comes to mind when I think of the word “child”. But also because I’m so grateful to still be here decades beyond that first of many attempts. Not just here, but genuinely happy to be here! If you are having thoughts about self harm, please seek help. No matter how you might feel inside, you are loved.

If you enjoy these very short stories, you can also check out one of my earliest books – MONTY’S VERY SHORT SHORTS which includes 366 illustrated pieces (one for each day in my life of 2020).